Renovative

Just when you think you're going to start off the day on a good note Just when you get to the point when you think "whatever is thrown at me am equipped to cope!" For once you get up outa bed and get to work early not holding on to the weekend One of the very few mornings it's not written in all caps across your face The weekend blues havened blackened I get to my desk and the illusions vanishes the e-mails spam in your boss calls you for a meeting that isn't in any way pleasant clients are on haywire And the last words you want to hear are in a sense the one the situation requires You're burning up both from the work the emotional tr

So here's a confession one I am kind of embarrassed to vocalize This is one of those things that wasn't instant so it did catch me by surprise Here goes nothing……holding my breath before I let it out "I have a crush on my teacher" are the words that my brain didn't give permission for but sill flow from my mouth……. _sigh_   'yes I have a crush on my teacher…….' Please don't look at me like that I don't want to meet my maker…. Of my emotions I'm not the creator…….. I don't know how it happened….it just did looking way her emotions she hid This is confidential she said…. It has to s

There are days when I just hate my life and there are days that I down right detest it....!!! Todays the latter It's like every word I utter just melts and turns to butter Chocking as they stuff their demands down my throat Daring me to stand with the bible in my hand under oath... I don't know which I hate more the fact that am defenseless to their utter brutality or the fact that I actually care an' that s why it hurts me....Like am the most repulsive thing known to humanity Cast down digging my way underground as in the dirt of their disapproval I drown.... Is there anything I can possibly do that will ever be enough!!? A guy I can

my body's calling but am trying to ignore Reject the call send it straight to voice-mail for sure Its callings too persistent because it keeps leaving a message "come save me because all thats leaft is wantom reckage" Am dieing to have you rooted in me cultivating and liberating my body tearing down my walls and dominating my existence taking universal control smothering me with your presence make me undeniably aware that you're here plague my body with tentions an eruptions I cannot bear Plung your soul into mine with affection that's divine Engorging our bodies into one with exuberance that outshines I need you like I never though